A millions of how i wish not to..

Why her of all? 

Most of the time, she's torturing me like she's my stepmother.

Sometimes really feel like bashing her up.

Something fucking hell happened today. 

&she can fucking like talk behind my back?!

I know i should like respect her. Cause she's older than me.

But you know what? 

I don't give a damn to people if that person don't respect me.

What are EARS for? - to listen.

Fancy saying those stuff so loudly until i can fucking hear it!

Mother fucking asshole! Is she BRAINLESS or what! 

Hello~ i may be just a 16year old girl, 

I can like even support myself w/o her help.

When those horrible stuff happened on me, 

They kept saying that i'm their daughter.

Fancy telling the whole bloody world that.

But in their hearts, they didn't even treated me like their own.

I know, i don't have their blood running in my body.

I treated them like they were my biological parents.

Why must this fucking thing happen on me?!

She said today:" If i ever have a REAL daughter....."

Then i said:" HUH?!"

She went on repeating the same bloody sentence.

Why god give her brain?-to let her think..

But seriously.. after thinking like so darned long in the toilet with tears,

I realised that they didn't really treated me like their own.

When they needed me, they treat me like precious.

When they don't need me, they treated me like dirt.

Come on, i'm also a human.

I've got feelings, thinkings &all..

All this fucking miseries are pushing me to the limit.

I'm only an average girl. I can't really take this fucking bloody idiotic incident.

how i wish i wasn't born in this family. 

If only my dad was alive.. ..